
My favorite thing? It’s that I don’t fake it. I’m not someone who smooths over rough edges or hides the messy parts.
I’m loud in my thoughts, raw in my feelings, and sometimes difficult, but that’s genuinely me. There’s something powerful in refusing to wear masks or pretend to be more polished than I am. I won’t dim my intensity or soften my edges just to make others comfortable.
I love my fierce honesty — the kind that cuts through surface-level conversations when needed and gets to what really matters. I know it’s not easy. It’s messy sometimes, uncomfortable often, but it keeps me real and deeply connected to who I am beneath all the noise. This honesty fuels everything — my creativity, my desires, my wildest dreams. It’s the foundation of how I move through the world, refusing to settle for anything less than authentic.
I carry scars openly because they tell my story. These aren’t just marks that fade away — they’re proof that I’m still here, still living, loving, creating, still fighting. They remind me of battles I’ve survived, of times I could have given up but didn’t. There’s beauty in that resilience, in the way I’ve learned to wear my wounds like badges of honor rather than shame.
And I crave that deep kind of freedom — not just the surface kind everyone talks about, but the freedom to say what I want, feel what I feel, be who I want, without filters or fences. That restless, wild part of me refuses to be contained or categorized. It keeps me alive, keeps me pushing boundaries, keeps me searching for something worth all the chaos and contradiction.
There’s a quiet strength in my vulnerability too. I love how I can be both fierce and tender, both broken and whole. I don’t try to resolve these contradictions or make them neat and tidy. Instead, I let them coexist, let them make me more complex and real.
That messy, unfiltered authenticity? That wild heart that refuses to settle or play it safe? That refusal to apologize for being all of who I am — the good, the bad, the broken, and the beautiful? That’s what I wouldn’t trade for anything. It’s what makes me feel most alive, most like myself, most free.
In a world that constantly asks us to be smaller, quieter, more acceptable, I choose to be unapologetically me.
And that choice — that daily decision to honor my truth, no matter how inconvenient or uncomfortable it might be — that’s my favorite thing about myself.
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